Chapter 1

My name is Elki Winters. I am 22 years old. Statistically I measure 35-22-33. My face is ugly, well not ugly, just plain. When I fix myself up, I am pretty. There is a gap between my buckteeth in front. My hair is straight. The rest of me is great. My large separated breasts are very conical. I want my breasts to be cones, so I wear a plastic cone over each breast under my bra. The hole in the cone is just large enough to let my dark circles through. This makes them bulge out, and I like that also. The boys that see my breasts really like them. I shave my pussy and asshole so the boys can see me and will like me more. I hesitate when I speak. Most people think that I am retarded. I am not. I could easily have earned straight A’s in school, but then I wouldn’t have had as many boyfriends.

Jack Spade is my boyfriend, well not my boyfriend exactly. He takes me places and buys me things so that I will undress for him and his friends. I don’t like the groups, but I always do what Jack wants. There is one exception. I have refused to let Jack fuck me. Jack has let me masturbate him to relieve his tensions. Lately, Jack has insisted that I suck his penis and swallow his cum. I don’t mind doing Jack, because I love him with all of my being. It’s when I am forced to do his friends that I object. One night I had to masturbate and suck eight of his friends. I was embarrassed to tears. It was bad enough just letting them see me naked and play with my private places. I drank so much cum that I was starting to be sick. Since my complaint Jack has held it down to three friends plus himself every time we go out. Jack has a lot of friends.

I have noticed that Jack never takes me places where anyone will see us. This does not surprise me, because of my buckteeth. I know Jack takes other girls to these kinds of places, but we always go to private places where they can play with my tits and have their blowjobs. I am becoming very good at giving head. Lots of Jack’s friends try to make me climax by rubbing my clitoris, but I stop them. I only climax with Jack’s fingers.

Last night Jack slapped me hard across the mouth when I refused to fuck. I cried on his shoulder while his friends removed my clothes and proceeded to feel my secret places. They pushed my feet apart and pulled my pussy lips wide open for Jack. When my tears stopped, Jack reached down and slid his finger into my wet hole. I really like it when Jack fingers me. I was already hot and instantly moved to his rhythm. I closed my eyes and let myself go. Times like that are very special to me, the man I love giving me special pleasure. I climbed toward my orgasm, higher with each stroke. Jack backed away from me so that his friends could watch my tits bounce. I could feel his friend’s hands all over me again. As my climax started, I moaned my pleasure and Jack withdrew his finger. I was confused and begged him to continue. With a wink to his friends, Jack refused to work on me until I let them fuck me. I begged and start to cry when they would not let me finger myself. They continued to hold my hole open and legs wide. Jack fingered my clitoris gently every so often so that my need grew and grew. I was moaning in pleasure and crying with frustration and need. Each time Jack touches me; I push my pussy into his finger and try to pump his finger.

Finally, I surrender. “OK, Jack. You can fuck me. Only you, no one else.” Jack nods to me and winks at his friends as he quickly strips. Hands pull me to the floor and spread my legs. More fingers pull my pussy open while Jack kneels between my legs. Fingers probe my clitoris until Jack is ready. I am braced for the pain that will come. I feel Jack’s penis slide gently in until my hymen blocks the way. Jack pumps up against it until he loses his patients. Jack rams as hard as he can and I scream in pain when my maidenhead rips. Jack smiles and his friends laugh as I struggle to free myself. Struggling makes it easier for Jack to drive his cock deeper and deeper until it is in as far as possible. Jack pumps hard till he cums. I can feel his hot cum in my pussy and cease struggling.

Jack withdraws and a friend takes his place. I am weak, but I struggle with him until his penis is deep inside of me. I plead with Jack to make them stop as his friend pumps my aching pussy. Jack slowly shakes his head. Each boy in turn rapes me while I cry in pain. When they have had their fill of me, I am allowed to clean up and dress. I am sick. They drop me off near my home and hurry away. I shower, but cannot wash the hurt and shame away. I vow to stop seeing Jack, but even as I swear it, I know that I will not go through with it.

I am a nurse and I work in a gynecologist’s office. I function as the receptionist and prep nurse. I take the women to their rooms, have them undress, and fill out the paper work for the doctor. I work extra hard for the two weeks that Jack stays away. When I cannot stand it any longer, I call him. Jack and his friends pick me up and drive to someone’s home. I am not surprised when they pull my clothes off. I masturbate them and suck them while they play with my body. Finally, it happens. Jack pushes me back onto my back while his friends watch. It hurts when his penis rubs my torn hymen, but the pain is nothing compared with last time. I even enjoy it and let my-self relax and climax with Jack. I don’t like his friends watching and feeling me even while we make love, but I dare not make Jack mad by complaining. After all, I called him. I feel Jack’s cum flow into my pussy and let myself go. My moans bring a grin to Jack’s lips.

I know what will happen, and struggle to close my legs. Firm hands hold my legs wide while the next boy kneels into position. His penis goes completely in me with one thrust. I am wet so there is little pain. I suffer this new rape and the three that follow, in silence. I am released and allowed to clean up. When I join the boys, I cannot find my clothes. Jack has us sit in the living room for a talk. Jack has me describe my work and the different ladies bodies. I also relate the small talk that the women share with me. The women share their innermost secrets with me, and I know that Jack likes to hear them. I don’t use real names.

Jack has a miniature camera and tape recorder for me. He wants me to take pictures of the naked ladies and record our spicy chats. I refuse at first. Jack is silent while his friends force me to my knees and then open their pants for me to suck on them. I can taste myself on each penis. When each boy cums, he forces himself deep into my throat causing me to choke. When the first boy faces me again, and I realize that they will keep it up until I surrender, I start to cry.

Jack ignores me and continues to read the paper. After eight times, the boys give up. Jack gives the thumbs down sign and they pull me into the bathroom. The boy stands in the tub and has me kneel in front of him. When I am sucking him, he pulls my head into him so that his penis is deep down into my throat and then he urinates. The hot urine fills my throat and mouth. Because of the way that he is holding my head, I have to drink or drown. I drink as fast as I can. When I am released, I am really sick. I look up to see the other three boys standing on the edge of the tub pointing their cocks at me. All three shoot at once and bath me in a spray of warm urine. My hair is dripping, I give up, “OK, Jack, I’ll do it. Please, don’t make me drink again. I am going to be sick.” The vomit comes without warning.

After I agree to spy for Jack, he takes me out more often. One time he even took me out alone. I was so pleased that I gave him the best blowjob I could. I made it last a long long time. I know that it was good for him, because he almost filled my mouth with cum. He even moaned during his orgasm. Later, when he was fucking me, I used all of the techniques that I have read about to make it extra good for him. I flexed my crotch muscles at just the right times and reached down to squeeze his balls occasionally. This time, his moan is loud and long as he shoots my pussy full of hot cum. When he is spent, I suck on his limp cock until he’s hard again. I climb on top of him and put my pussy where my mouth was. I start slowly and build up momentum until I pump him to another orgasm. My breasts shake, and I add a little extra to make them really move. I am very happy and let myself reach climax when I feel Jack’s cum flow.